Something Big in FYI
Now I'm sitting here, wondering if my immediate family is that torn apart. No, not so harsh...say...broken. Yup. Why didn't I get the big happy news of what's going on in MY family from my own sibling(s)? Instead, I knew about the event from my aunt - an FYI email (cut and paste some more, from another 'gossiping' (opppsss...better say 'keeping you abreast of things happening') aunt back home.
As I read what's going on in the email, I felt like a stranger. Yes, it's a great news indeed. A bungalow - a big shelter for the family, and everyone (relatives) is welcome to stay if visiting. Plenty of rooms. How many in exact? No idea. Just from the description I had - it's big.
It's kinda irony for a Chinese daughter to feel this way - I don't 'belong' to that house/home. Of course I'd be welcome even if I arrive at the doorstep unannounced. But which category would I be placed? Immediate family or big family?
It's not my home. My home is...I don't know. How would you define home? I think I'm 'homeless' and yet 'home-ful'.
I need a hug.
posted by lotsachi @ 2:33 AM
12 Comments:
*hugz*
well, i guess ur family is a little... erm... messy. what with having siblings who're not really ur siblings... but hey, (i hope i'm right in saying this) YOU turned out alright, despite everything. so dun feel so disheartened. think of it as erm... colourful? kekeke...
come here... (((hugz)))
oh, hugs hugs. thank you.
you sure i turn out alright? after all i'm kinda 'senget' and a bit 'screw loose', don't you notice? :P i remember the gals kept saying what a sopoh i was/am. hahaha...
colorful - yes. rainbow! ;) ;P
kekeke... yeah, u're the soh poh! but hey, we're all soh poh wat...
sopoh number one is in UK now, being a great doctor. do u realize, it takes a sopoh to do great things. if one is not that 'so' herself/himself, no great things can be achieved ;P
like you said, we're all sopoh, so we're all great people! ;)
ahhh...me being sopoh at this revelation. :P
* sopoh means crazy lady
* so means crazy
hugs hugs to chi....
hey dont feel bad, they should feel bad!! u should feel special, unique and extraordinary...
me SO wat? SOCHAI?
I also want to be so
hahahaa...thanks, art.
you're SOLOU!
*lou means man/guy
*chai means boy
look where you're working now--memang sah you're a solou :P
eh, selamat hari raye! maaf zahir batin. hehe... i can imagine u look super cute in baju melayu and songkok ;P
err...joanne, thank you very much for having sucha vague memory of how i looked. i don't post pics with my face here. as i would very much like to stay annonymous, i'd prefer not having my name in my blog.
yes, i'm in the states now. finishing another bachelors in theatre, soon.
thanks for checking my blog! :)
joanne who? where's her comment? she spelled out ur name in full issit? hehehe...
i deleted her comment. sorry, joanne. not full, but first name. i couldn't bear it. *rolling my eyes*
it's joanne from my theatre classes in upm.
Well kinda late I know(ketingalan zaman). But still HUG* HUG*. Hey I just listened to "The Internet is For Porn" kekeke Funny!
hugs back.
"the internet is for porn' is from the broadway show - 'avenue Q'. ahhh...i should recommend that musical to be staged here in our campus. it'll be HILARIOUS! hahaha... anyway, we DO have a queer play (mainstage production) next semester - 'cloud 9'. i'm not sure about 'sexual perversity' (another studio play) though.
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